LIFE IS MISERABLE - that no matter what you do, it is and it will be miserable at one point. Most believe at karma, that if you'll be good enough your life wont be a mess. Faith will keep you away from any bad things. Not that I don't believe in that, but how faithful do you need to be? There will always be someone or something that will pull you down, break your momentum, crash every hope you have and will you make feel so bad that sometimes make you eve doubt your self. "HINDI LAGING PASKO"
I AM MISERABLE - for me, that "point" is now. No matter how I try to look things in a positive perspective, there's always something that reminds me that life is indeed miserable. I tried so hard to change it all and look at it in a different angle, but every single time I felt I'm almost out of it....something would happen that would remind me so hard that "nope,not today...just stop trying.........maybe". A moment that would you really push you to your limits, tip-toeing at the edge.
LET ME BE MISERABLE - maybe my breaking point, giving in all the shitty things this life would offer. How long it would last, that I don't really know. I think it is unfair. They say after being way up high...you will eventually fall to the back down to remind you that life ain't fair and easy. Well, I didn't felt that I was up there living life to the fullest, but then I am being crashed face-first down to the very bottom. That maybe I should succumb to life's harshness and everything tough it can offer. That maybe if I just let myself feel every pain and hardship in every inch of me, it will be over. Life maybe trying to teach me something..... and why not?unarguably experience is the best teacher out there. Ganon na lang ba ko kawalang alam at madaming dapat pang matutunan sa buhay? I maybe at that edge right now, only a hand away hanging from the bottom or maybe I did already let go. Ninanamnam lahat ng pait. This year have never been good to me. Complaining and whining could never be of any help. Might still have a reason or two to be thankful. Confidants undoubtedly never left me. Being alive is indeed something to appreciate.... but then, living like this, do you think you would be thankful?
Put your game face no matter how broke you are, stay tough even when your all bruised up inside and still be ready to play on each and every day...... kahit hindi muna para magtagumpay, kundi para lang malagpasan na lang muna kung ano pang ibibigay sayo.
"IF LIFE IS FUCKING ME RIGHT NOW, CALL ME A BAD BITCH CAUSE I AM STILL UP FOR MORE DEEP AND HARD FUCKING IT WOULD GIVE"
I AM MISERABLE - for me, that "point" is now. No matter how I try to look things in a positive perspective, there's always something that reminds me that life is indeed miserable. I tried so hard to change it all and look at it in a different angle, but every single time I felt I'm almost out of it....something would happen that would remind me so hard that "nope,not today...just stop trying.........maybe". A moment that would you really push you to your limits, tip-toeing at the edge.
LET ME BE MISERABLE - maybe my breaking point, giving in all the shitty things this life would offer. How long it would last, that I don't really know. I think it is unfair. They say after being way up high...you will eventually fall to the back down to remind you that life ain't fair and easy. Well, I didn't felt that I was up there living life to the fullest, but then I am being crashed face-first down to the very bottom. That maybe I should succumb to life's harshness and everything tough it can offer. That maybe if I just let myself feel every pain and hardship in every inch of me, it will be over. Life maybe trying to teach me something..... and why not?unarguably experience is the best teacher out there. Ganon na lang ba ko kawalang alam at madaming dapat pang matutunan sa buhay? I maybe at that edge right now, only a hand away hanging from the bottom or maybe I did already let go. Ninanamnam lahat ng pait. This year have never been good to me. Complaining and whining could never be of any help. Might still have a reason or two to be thankful. Confidants undoubtedly never left me. Being alive is indeed something to appreciate.... but then, living like this, do you think you would be thankful?
Put your game face no matter how broke you are, stay tough even when your all bruised up inside and still be ready to play on each and every day...... kahit hindi muna para magtagumpay, kundi para lang malagpasan na lang muna kung ano pang ibibigay sayo.
"IF LIFE IS FUCKING ME RIGHT NOW, CALL ME A BAD BITCH CAUSE I AM STILL UP FOR MORE DEEP AND HARD FUCKING IT WOULD GIVE"
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